IT COMES IN WINTER WHITE AND HOLIDAY DISGUISE TO SABOTAGE MY MIND, DISMISS THE URGE TO REMINISCE TO MISS YR STUPID KISS

heyyyyyy everyone. how was your thanksgiving? hopefully it was lovely. mine was, despite the fact that i got an hour of sleep the night before and then ran a race and then worked, AND even though i'm vegetarian now. (not that it made much of a difference. i've never eaten turkey on thanksgiving before.) anywayyyy, LET'S GET DOWN TO BUSINESS. i have so much to finish before the semester is over that i don't think it will even be physically possible. so i won't be blogging until it's over--or zine-ing, or anything-ing. i need to crack down. except not tonight because my head is about to explode and i have friends coming and not tomorrow because i have work and then a massage. but after that--it's all work and no play.

I AM THE KING AND WILL NOT BE HEADED

new zine! this one is a mini zine i made of a poem i wrote in the tenth grade about fast food and america's growing obesity problem. it's a little bit embarrassing, but hey--i was barely in high school. you can purchase it here. i even hand bound them this time! with thread, of course.









normally i am a little weird about people who actually know me purchasing my zines, but this one is game for everyone!

THIS IS BLACK HOODIE RAP

today was amazing for so many reasons. one being that i layed in my bed for two hours IN A SNUGGY and did absolutely nothing. it was just what i needed so don't make fun of me. i even have a picture to prove it. two being that i made a wall of post-its that are all goals/wants/wishes. third being that i finished my zine. i am currently in the middle of binding them (by sewing) but once i started poking myself too much and bleeding i had to stop. they'll be in the shop by tomorrow.

Charlotte Gainsbourg - Heaven Can Wait from Charlotte Gainsbourg on Vimeo.

MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

JOIN THE PROFESSIONALS TODAY

so busy. it's incredible. but i managed to make a new zine! it's not part of cigarette girls, it's just a little mini zine--more details on that later. i'll be making copies tomorrow.









please watch this.

and listen to this:

MySpace Music Playlist at MixPod.com

four.four.four.four.fourminutes.

Firstly,

LAST NIGHT WE DID SOMETHING BRAVE. ALTHOUGH I HAVE YET TO WITNESS THE RESULTS--I MISS HAVING FREE TIME. AND WE WENT TO DINNER. AND IT WAS GREAT. AND THEN I WENT HOME AND PUT ON COTTON CANDY LOTION AND WATCHED A MOVIE I LIKE. HOW GREAT IS THAT?



I NEED THIS SEMESTER TO BE OVER. DESPERATELY. I ALSO NEED TO FIND A BALANCE BETWEEN DOING ART THAT I LIKE TO DO FOR FUN (ZINES AND SUCH) AND ART THAT I HAVE TO DO FOR SCHOOL.

DANGLING FEET FROM WINDOW FRAME, WILL I EVER REACH THE FLOOR?

DO YOU EVER WISH YOU COULD SEE THE FUTURE? BECAUSE YOU FEEL LIKE YOU ARE STUCK IN ONE PLACE AND WILL ALWAYS BE STUCK? SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE THIS--MOST OF THE TIME, ACTUALLY. I'M SICK OF SCHOOL. I JUST WANT TO GRADUATE SO I CAN START MY CAREER, AND ALL THAT.



I GUESS I'M JUST SICK OF THIS PLACE I AM IN RIGHT NOW. BUT I LOVE THIS SONG, SO LIFE IS GOOD.

If I Had A Heart from Fever Ray on Vimeo.

HOLY MOLEY, ME, OH MY, YR THE APPLE OF MY EYE

HEY GUYS! I FINALLY HAD TIME TO PUT MY SECOND ZINE UP.

CLICK HERE TO PURCHASE.



also, i was featured on baiser magazine's blog. click here to see.

and finally, this is my favorite song right now. it has the greatest lyrics. i love it!

DOES IT SCARE YOU THAT WE DON'T NEED YOU?

BEST!WEEKEND!EVER!
BEST!WEEKEND!EVER!
BEST!WEEKEND!EVER!
BEST!WEEKEND!EVER!
BEST!WEEKEND!EVER!
BEST!WEEKEND!EVER!
BEST!WEEKEND!EVER!
BEST!WEEKEND!EVER!
BEST!WEEKEND!EVER!


THIS IS ME RIGHT NOW. POST 8 HOUR WORK DAY, POST ZINE 2, POST MY GIGANTIC ART PRINT FALLING ON MY FACE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT, POST MY BAR IN MY CLOSET WITH ALL MY CLOTHES HUNG ON IT BREAKING, POST GOING TO BED AT 5 AND HAVING TO MEET A FRIEND FOR BREAKFAST AT 8 THE NEXT MORNING, POST A WHOLE LOT. WHAT I'M GETTING AT IS THAT I'M TIRED. DON'T WORRY ABOUT THE FACT THAT I'M DRESSED QUITE SIMILAR TO MCLEACH.


ZINE 2. ZINE 2. ZINE 2.
PRE XEROX-ING.


ARMOUR. THIS MAKES ME FEEL MECHANICAL.


YA YA YA FEELING ELECTRIC.


PRE TAKING PHOTOS IN MY THERMAL ONE PIECE GRANDMA PAJAMAS AND UGGGGALY BOOTS.



THIS IS NO EXAGGERATION. THIS IS THE TRUTH. I FINISHED MY SECOND ZINE. CIGARETTE GIRLS NO 2. AND IT'S SPANKIN' AND WILL BE ON ETSY TOMORROW AND THERE ARE ONLY NINE COPIES SO IF I WERE YOU, I WOULD ORDER ONE. I'LL POST A LINK WHEN I PUT IT UP. TODAY I BOUGHT SKI GEAR. SNOW PANTS, STAR WARS/MICHAEL JACKSON GLOVES, AND A SHIRT. A BASE LAYER, IF YOU WILL. IT MADE ME SO EXCITED FOR SKI SEASON THAT I WORE THEM AROUND THE HOUSE AND DANCED.

I FEEL LIKE THIS POST HAS AN ABNORMAL AMOUNT OF PHOTOS OF ME. HALF OF ME WANTS TO APOLOGIZE AND THE OTHER HAVE WOULD LIKE TO TELL YOU TO GET OVER IT. [I'LL TRY TO AVOID THIS IN THE FUTURE.]

ISN'T IT TIME YOU LET GO OF MY BAD HEART?

I FINALLY HAVE A WEBSITE! I AM PRACTICALLY ECSTATIC RIGHT NOW. I TRIED TO MAKE ONE A FEW MONTHS AGO AND COMPLETELY RUINED IT. SO CHECCCCKKKK IT OUT.

CLICK HERE.

OR THERE'S A LINK ON THE RIGHT SIDE.


so far today i have gone on a bike ride and to school to work on my drawing assignment. and eaten a veggie burger. and published my website. for the remainder i plan on finishing my zine and maybe playing with friends tonight. have a lovely friday!

LUST!LUST!LUST!

I THINK I'M GOING THROUGH A RUT. I GO TO SCHOOL. AND THEN I COME HOME. PUT ON MY SPANDEX SHORTS. AND DO HOMEWORK. AND LISTEN TO MUSIC. AND WORK ON MY WEBSITE. AND WORK ON MY ZINE (WHICH IS ALMOST DONE!) AND FALL ASLEEP WITH MY MACBOOK ON MY LAP. AND IT'S BAD NEWS BECAUSE I'VE BEEN COMFORTABLE A LITTLE TOO MUCH LATELY. IT MAY HAVE TO DO WITH THE FACT THAT I RAN THAT HALF MARATHON ON SATURDAY. AND THE NEXT FEW DAYS AFTER WERE QUITE PAINFUL. I COULD HARDLY WALK. I LOOKED VERY FOOLISH. AND I FELT VERY FOOLISH. BECAUSE IT WAS A FOOLISH IDEA. BECAUSE I THINK I PULLED A MUSCLE IN MY CALF. AND NOW I WANT TO RUN ANOTHER ONE. WEIRD, RIGHT?